Unsaid......

why did u go away.....far away....
“It’s good for you. It’s good for me.”“Yes. Some people just aren’t supposed to be together....”(We never told each other practically.)“....but I still want to be with you.” He left unsaid.“Please stay here, in front of me, for two more minutes.I will try to live my entire life in these two minutes.” I unsaid.
“All right. I will have to go now.”“Please don’t go.” He unsaid.“Please stop me. Please ask me not to go.” I unsaid.“I’ll take care of you.” He said“No. I can’t give you another chance. I can’t stay now.”“Are you sure?”“Yes.”“When will we meet again?” He unsaid.“Please tell me it’s just a bad dream. Tell me I will wake up.” I unsaid.
I averted my eyes, lest the tears drop.He noticed how that single lock of hairbrushed against my cheeks.And it reminded him of the numerous times he had pulled them.“Give me a hug, you stupid boy!” I unsaid.“You are so beautiful.” He unsaid, wishing he could pull me closer just one more time.
“...I am a strong practical girl.... I am a strong practical girl...It will be ok....It will be ok in a while...” I muttered to myself under my breath.
“I think you don’t realize what you have done.”“Yes. I loved you so much. Did everything for you”“Why were you not strong enough?”“Why didn’t you hold my hand?”“Why didn’t you wipe my tears?”Where were you when I needed you the most?”
All these questions still unanswered……..Still unsaid….
“I will miss your ‘LOVE’ and ‘CARE’ messages,” I unsaid.I searched my stuff for the old memorieswhich, I was aware, once I foundwould bring him close to me once again, forever.“I wish we could have been together. For now. Forever.” I unsaid.
I came back, I am waiting for a miracle,I am still waiting, I don’t know for how long I have to?”
We saw each other once again“I know you still love me”, I unsiadAnd we holded each other, Everything unsaid.“Yes. I don’t want to go either.” I unsaid.And for that one momentAll reasons dissolvedI thought about the first time he had held my hand.He realized this was the last time and we would be holding them forever now...“I will miss you.” He unsaid.“I will miss you too.” I unsaid.
Waiting to be together forever now…..
One occassion. One song. Two people.Brought together by fate.And when I turned to separate,I did not look back.Although I wanted to, just to knowIf he had looked back too.
My first tear fell on those very handsHe had held just moments ago.I know not where my second fell...
Furiously wiping away at my faceThat was now stinging with hot incessant tearsI wished that just for one tiny day of my lifeI could be the special girl of GOD who could get her love back.
He is in my bloodOne thing I can’t forgetI love him so much and this no one would understandWhy am I supposed to go away?This is still unsaid…For the reason he wants me back I still can’t give my hand…
“Is this fate?” I said“No, this is Love”, which is now unsaid…….