Enough

i dont know what it is. I dont understand. I cannot reason it out. I cannot justify......I cannot give it a name. I cannot validate it. but its there.................
I feel someting, I feel a lot of things. You are constantly on my mind. i tell you stories when you are there.. I talk to you when you are not there. I hold you. I look into your eyes. I say good night. Everything around reminds me of you. what you said, what you did, how you looked, how you smiled, how you winked.......
You said you love me. I dont know what that means. You said I wont understand. I dont. You said you wont be there, you are'nt, You said she wont accept, she wont. No body will.You said you mean it. You said that you are'nt ashamed of it. You said it was pure..... You said a lot of things.
I dont know what all of it means.I dont know what you feel. I dont know wether you said it to soothe me, to justify it or wether the moment or the situation was such. I dont know wether you feel it.
But the fact that you said all this is enough. You said that....... you walked away. but it will last forever. It is enough for this lifetime.
I love you. That is all i know. That is all that counts. That is enough.That is all what counts. That is enough for me.