I just Wanted..........

I just wanted you to smile at me.
I just wanted to talk to you.
I just wanted to walk with you.
I just wanted to look into your reassuring eyes.
I just wanted to watch the sunset with you.
I just wanted to dip my feet in the river with you.
I just wanted to laugh with you.
I just wanted to tell you stories.
I just wanted to hear stories.
I just wanted to put my head on your shoulder.
I just wanted to hold your hand.
I just wanted to be my self.
I just wanted to run away from all of it.
I just wanted it to be the same.
I just wanted to test myself.
I just wanted to run away from reality for a while.
I just wanted to be a child.
I just wanted to be there.
I just wanted you to be there.
I just wanted to be selfish.
I just wanted everything for myself.
I just wanted to hide you somewhere that I could just have you for my self.
I just wanted to scream everyone away.
I just wanted to put my head in your lap.
I just wanted to sleep...... sleep peacefully knowing that you are around.
I just wanted to know that you will be there always.
I just wanted to die die in your arms.
I just wanted to hurt you.
I just wanted to get hurt.
I just wanted you to be proud of me.
I just wanted to hold you.
I just wanted you to hold me forever.
I just wanted to dream.
I just wanted to hope.
I just wanted it never to end.
I just wanted it to go on............... Forever.
I just wanted too much.
I just wanted all that is not mine.
I just wanted what I dont deserve.
I just wanted what is maybe not right.
I just wanted all that I cannot have.
I just wanted...........