Victim

I am a victim. or rather I love to be one... I pretend to be one. He did this... she did that.... this happened..... that happened.... I am always on those lines.
Always looking for a shoulder to cry on???? Always looking for somebody to take pity on me. Somebody who will say it's ok...... Don't worry.
When did I become this pathetic??????
When did I start asking for pity?????
When did I start doing anything and everything to get attention????
When did I become this weak???????
When did I turn to this????
Why can't I just be on my own?????
Work my way out????
Why am I looking for people??????
Why am I behaving like this???
why????